"I still have that dream sometimes. I do; I come home from the store and find you on my doorstep with a suitcase. Not your entire wardrobe, just a carry on; a duffel bag. We don’t say anything but you have this look in your eyes that kills me. It just…then I unlock the door and let you in; and that’s it. That’s the dream. When I wake up, I wake up happy. Vibrating for a few seconds with my head in the sand; content. Then it goes away, and you go away. I really don’t wanna get out of bed then ‘cause it’s cold out there. But I do. I get up, life goes on."